St. Nicholas
cca yesterday. (: mr chan wasn't here (:
kinda made cca better for me. wasn so afraid..
sat in the front desk wif audrey (:
then the student conductor was ferrika. she was too polite. all the please and the thank yous. (: hahah.
freak. audrey says i still hav to sit wif her at the front. OH NO. ): lik.. help help. hahah. gonna practise later. gotta earn myself a back seat (:
sighs. okay. then talked alot to casstan over msn. abt an hr? yeah. abt someone and me. sighs. i really tried. i talked to her, i joked wif her, i apologised to her, budden she said nothing in return. i dunno why she likes to spite me.
however, i still think she did one thing wrong. she is just so desperate to spite me that she never jiang3 yi4 qi4 and left her gd frenz wif no one to work for for projects. thus, i took the initiative to stay wif that poor soul and hurt a good many frenz of mine. i felt sooooooo bad. sorrry suxian, wengj and christabel! i know ur wont see this anyway. sighs. so lik. she din even feel bad after that. then during projectwork she'll laff racously wif her grp members, lik.. wanting to spite me or smth? often i'll give that hurt look followed by a glare. if u will just stop it, everything will be better. we wont be good frenz lik wad we were b4, but ... im sure things wont be so bad and the tension between us will decrease!
it takes 2 hands to clap - casstan
please co-operate? i dont wan things to continue this way. if u really care, write me a warm fuzzy telling me ur side of the story, and we'll see wad we can do, yeah?
okays. thats abt it.
i'll wait for ur reply. (:
you know who you are.
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1:13 AM
changed seats today.
came back frm recess and saw the seating arrangement drawn on the board.
my first thought was: PHEW. IM STILL WIF CASSANDRA.
then i saw who is sitting infronta me.
freak. liuyi.
i mean.. shes okay and all. but then half the lesson i won't b able to see the blackboard bcuz her hand will be up. as if saying:
PICK ME TEACHER! I WANT TO ANSWER THE QUESTION! becuz im some over-enthu freakk. -.-"
hahah. amanda is infront now. :D quite near me. see whether she is still gonna talk as much. :D but poor ivy is like so sad. and guess wad. UGENIE AND REGINA ARE STILL TOGETHER. like.. how bias must he be.
when the rest complained, he was lik all: "oh good, complain abt me and my biasnees to the principal, so that i don hv to be ur form teacher anymore." he knows no one dares. or rather no one can be bothered to.
and wads worst then putting maryanne and michellelyy together at the back?! the best two seats somemore. :/ UNFAIRNESS. then yiying and eleanor are together also. lik.. WAD THE HELL.
so freaking unfair.
not saying that i don wanna sit nex to cassandra lah. but .. he shouldn lik purposely make things difficult for pppl lik natalie. poor thing. ): sitting nex to liuyi. she cried okay. or rather.. FAKED CRY INFRONTA FARMER. but did he show any sympathy? NO.
sighs.
just wanna make one thing clear: i'm not angry wif ppl lik: maryanne, michlyy, ugenie, regina, yiying and eleanor. :D
NOT UR FAULT ANYWAY. :D
too angry to blog anymore. >:(
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9:36 AM
i hate today.
thanks to art. ):
i guess the whole class knows why.
shan't state. my
blood will boil when i think abt it.
and.. its okay nat. not ur fault. (: ms gwee sucks.
i can sue her.. but i shan't, since im such a nice girl (:
sighs. sectionals today. OUT OF TUNE. the three words i always hear. -.-
oh man.
budden, i was seriously outta tune. knew it myself. just cant change to the right pitch. dunno wads wrong wif me. im fine during my lessons. (:
rachel came lik damn late. (: ahha. jana din come at all.well, she did come to check out who the bloody hell is playing outta tune. OKAY FINE. IT WAS ME. EVERYBODY!! THE OUTTA TUNE PERSON IS ME! -.-"
oh man. i bet wif wengjun jana wont come for sectionals. well she came.. TO LOOK. so.. wengjun! DO I GET MY 5CENTS??! (: -winks.
aiyah. freak my dad. he used my pen to write on the wall.. now my pen went bonkers, so frustrating can. ):
ate meatball today.. for lunch (: budden rushed down for sectionals, so no time to play wif the balls. just swallowed them WHOLE. (: so wasted lah.
freak. tingxie tmr and history test. AND guess wad? I FORGOT TO BRING MY TINGXIE LIST AND HISTORY TB HOME! i so hate myself.
sectionals on friday during recess wif audrey our sectional leader (:
i requested for it. HARDWORKING ME. (:
(self praise is international disgracee)
baking nuggets now. just finished baking.
gtg! (:
OUT OF TUNE
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2:00 PM
just entered the main orchestra today. argh. terrible.
1) i've never seen the score b4 and i hv to sightread it at this outrageously fast speed.
2) mr chan was scary
3) i was acting throughout.
4) i cant hear my seniors. i cant hear wad they're playing. no one to follow.
5) my stand partner, came from violin3 so she has no clue wads going on either, but obviously not her fault.
6) i'm not sitting wif wengjun. cca was boring.
okay. i think thats it. yeah. i hate the main orchestra. but i hope i'll pass the auditions to get into main orchestra. at least not so... embarassing and so odd-one-out. and last but not least, if i get into main orchestra, at least i won't disappoint my violin seniors! (:
freak the practical chemistry. i got 15 1/2 and guess why. i forgot i had a filter funnel, so i used the filter paper alone. -.-" im dumb.
okay. gtg do homework.
to casstan: I WANT MY WARM FUZZY. and i look forward to seeing you during german! (:
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12:11 PM
went to piano concert yesterday wif michleeyy, wengj, iynyi, and SUPPOSEDLY maryanne. but she was sick. -.-"
okay. went there. at first it was okay. then met mr wong. OH NO. recognised him by his clothes. cuz i was lik talking to wengj then all of a sudden i see this extremely familiar shirt and pants. i looked up. MR WONG.
told michelle. her instinct told her to cover her face wif her bag. hahah.
freak lah. okay. then the concert went on. stupid wengj. she practically shouted out loud: eeyer, this girl so chubby one.
-.-" i think her grandparents were behind us.
okay, after concert, michlyy, iynyi and wengj waited wif me for my aunt. then we shook hands wif the performer. a 13 year old girl.
child prodigy. (:
okay. ppl. come shake my hands. its still got the sweat of that peformer. (:
after that, went wif my aunt and uncle and brother for supper at nydc. cool. had DECAF coffee. ice coffee. hahah. so huge lah the cup.
okay. maid is here. but she'll be over at my aunts house all the time anyway. sorry ppl. still cant come to my house! ):
okay.
enough.
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9:14 AM
oh man. i haven blog in ages. wait. hv i? aiyah. cant remember lah.
- just saw wad some1 did to amanda's tagboard. WHO THE DAMN HELL IS ANNONYMOUS?? omg. lik. why would he/she say that?
- changing chinese teacher. CSM is posted to teach some other sec4 class instead. i mean she usually scolds us for nothing. but still.. everyone says shes a good teacher. will miss her if our new chinese teacher is worst.
- damn. grades aren't good this term. ):
- yay. progressed quite far for canon. (: now that i got the enlarged score and i don hav to squint anymore.
- okay. changed my blogskin. everyone says its hard to navigate. but i lik it leh. (: will change when i feel lik lah.
- mtv totally sucks. I DEMAND TO FILM AGAIN!!! I SUCKED. I LOOKED RETARDED. okay. fine. relax. it doesn look real.
- goin to main orch on tuesday. oh man. im scared, cuz lik. i hate playing infronta the whole orchestra. dammit.
- p-f-f-t. sectionals were great. (: but jana didn turn up. busy person.
- i hate audrey. she never has time. -.-" audrey as in my senior, audrey.
okay, this is it i guess.
okay. sch life is going quite well.
going to concert tonight wif michlyy, iynyi, wengj, maryanne. yay!
okay. im off.
xXx
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3:44 AM
How to make a jessica |
Ingredients: 3 parts competetiveness 5 parts crazyiness 5 parts energy |
Method: Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of curiosity |
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6:52 AM
hahah. right. rolling the credits!!
nat ; wishing me happy b'dae on her blog, my gbk, and her msn display name! thnk u!
amanda ; wonderful b'dae present and wishing me happy b'dae on ur blog!
casstan ; wishing me happy b'dae on ur blog and friendster. (: hahah. but its zum geburtstag viel gluck thruout. so yah.. (: and. do u hv that song? the song which u published the lyrics on ur blog. i want it!! :D
ugenie ; wishing me happy b'dae thru msn. (: sorry. i was away. as in at grandma house. yah. and. ITS NOT UR B'DAE!! hhaha.
penelope ; for wishing me happy b'dae thru .... CASSTAN? yeah. (: thnks! how didya noe? =)
wenjia ; wishing me happy b'dae thru msn.
mariz ; wishing me happy b'dae thru msn.
michlyy ; wishing me happy b'dae thru msn, gbk and sms. but seriously ; i hate to hav a huangyida-ish b'dae... :D
vanessa; wishing me happy b'dae thru sms. i didn expect u to noe! (: ahahah. thnks!
emma ; wishing me happy b'dae thru sms. u remembered!
karina ; for the wonderful present
casschee ; for the oversized hp pouch
wengjun ; nice notebk. but i doubt i'll be so hardworking. hee.
regina ; belated b'dae greeting
natlim ; wishing me happy b'dae thru sms.
tiffany ; wishing me happy b'dae thru testimonial
grace ; wishing me happy b'dae thru testimonial.
xianhui ; wishing me happy b'dae thru msn. (:
dawn ; wonderful present. but.. nex time must tell me and i shall announce infronta the whole class that u bot me a present! (:
claudice ; wishing me happy b'dae thru msn and testimonial
"cheryl" ; wishing me happy b'dae thru sms.
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i think this is all. think. hahah. if i remember somemore ; i will add it in! (:
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6:35 AM
aiyah. i feel so sad and lonely. -.-" no ones here wif me except my mum who is in the other room giving tuition. ):
u must b thinking: how can u be lonely on ur b'dae?!
haiyah. i dunno myself. it just seems that my brother is in schooL, my sis has piano lessons and my dad brot her there.
but thnk u emma! at least u remembered my b'dae! my dad forgot lah. i was lik: urgh. i hate you.
i asked him wad day it was today. then he was lik: erm. raffles institution open house? aiyah. don care lah.
but NATALIE remembered my b'dae!! hahah. im honoured. (:
okays. i shall go fix the problem of havin no tagboard on my blog now! i shall replace it wif a gbk... (:
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1:45 AM
hahahahahhahahahahhahaaaahahhahahahahahhahahahahahhahah/
okay. sorry. feelin hyper today. ahahh.
im so happy!! got so many presents. well quite alot. cuz alota them said they're gonna gimme belated presents!! ahhah ~
right. had sectionals on wednesday. i was totally slacking. -.-" i just wasn in the mood to play. my violin i mean. hahah. sorry yeu shinq and jana! im just lik tht. runs in my family. yeah. right. i think im the only one in my family who is lik that.
aiyah. so sad lah. maryanne going hongkong!! wont see her for almost the whole of nex wk.. wahha... no one to write stupid notes and throw at my chest in hope of deflating my breast.. ahhah.
i was so afraid of the ball during pe today. i was lik: WATCH MY CHEST! DON DEFLATE MY BALLS!
hahah. that got manda and cass quite disgusted. had matches. our grp was called bananas. hahha. NANAS. okay. sorry. im feeling dirty today.
okay. then came teamwork period. stupid lah. mr wong was so sarcastic. he said to ivy: u look good. just that u dont look punk enough. -.-"
EXCUSE ME!!! HE DIDN WAN TO CUT SHORT THE PRESENTATION. SO IVY WAS LIK CRYING?! hmph.
aiyah. heck him lah. go to michlyy's blog. she has more complaints than i do! hahah /
after that sec ones s.o. decided to stay back altho we need not to spend quality time together.. ahah. quite fun lah. just witness a sad thing. npcc girl fell down. poor thing. that stupid horsey was asking me: wah. why ur eyes so big? curios ah. -.-" i was lik: no. my eyes always lik that. -.-"
ahem. lame dumbass. my eyes aren that big lah. -.-"
ooh. i love the new sling bag manda, casstan, and karina gave me.. just that... why did ur choose one wif the words: oh shit? hahah. so weird. ooh. i love the pencilcase, but i gave the sox to my sis.
thnks dawnty! u shud hv told me abt the presents! just put in mybag..lik that. i tot bomb leh! -.-"
ooh. and cass chee, ur hp pouch is a little too wide. but its okay. i'll use it anyway. (: thnks weng jun! but seriously; do u expect me to be so hardworking?!! lalala.
okay. i'l stop here.
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11:00 AM
stupid lah. wads my dad's problem. his so moronic. lik i have all the ime in the world to entertain my seven yr old sister. -.-" i hav to do projects one u noe. then u call my projects rubbish. not lik i wan to do it okay. then later report bk come back marks not very good. my parents will start nagging again: oh u spend so much time on ur project. why still lik that arhh??!
wah. they think they so smart they do lah. hmph. hmph. hmph.
i was supposed to print sumthin today. it was going okay. until he came in and clicked all over the computer. then the printer cannot work. now cannot print. then i was so frustrated that when my sis asked me a question, i jus brushed her off. WHATS HIS PROBLEM HUH? I HAVE SO MUCH TIME Lah. SO MUCH TIME.
then my sis cut her hair today. becuz she didn noe how to look after. then he purposely say: wah, so sad arh, infront of me to my sis. HMPH. purposely one right??! u think wad? im her personal hairdresser arrhh.. i got better things to do lahh!!!
MAYBE U SHUD JUST QUIT CRAPPING AWAY DOWN THERE THINKING UR SO SMART. U SUCK AND THATS A FACT. I DONT HAVE TIME FOR U AND UR NONSENSE.
NOW SHOVE OFF!!
no one gave u the authority to hit my head. i hate you. u killed lik 100 brain cells of mine just by doin that. don tell me u didn learn bio. u r just dumb.plain dumb.
I HATE YOU TO THE CORE. SERIOUSLY. I SHALL REPEAT:
I DONT HAV TIME FOR UR NONSENSE!!
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2:30 PM
helped out wif the directing the p6s for the direct sch admission thingy today. okay. i must admit lik 50% of the p6s are taller than me. fine. im SHORTT.
so tired lahh. there was this girl who played the drums. mich and i and our sec2 seniors had to carry the drumset for her lahh. so tiring. -.-"
okay. then there was this grade8 pianist and a real pro violinist. woohoo.. im sure they'll get in...
then this violinist was so shy... she didn dare to practise infronta me and suxian. i had to lik take the chair , put the score there for her becuz there weren't any stands.
then i had to leave bcuz i thot my mum was rushing.. so i called yeu shinq to come down to mep room. we went to the lower concourse... we saw yeushinq at the upper concourse, resting. then i msged her... she was lik asking me not to use vulgarities ...? i wasn okay. **** means hell. i typed wad the ****. wad were u thinking arh yeushinq??! *shakes head* procrastinating yeushinq. then she asked me to show myself.. how to?? when she replied i was already in my mums car. didn she see me and suxian sitting on the rockk?? nvm.. i'll take it that she has myopia.-.-"
anyway.. hope to see all those p6s next yr!!
(finally hv some1 to bully.... MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA)
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8:10 AM
tralala. had milkrun today...
one faithians had to "man" the stalls. so tiring can.okay, i was in-charge of this bun and drinks stall with huiting and ugenie. we decided to like go around and sell instead of like staying at the stall.. we approached every1 we knew.. they were like: WHAT??!!! ONE CAN DRINK IS $2??! TELL ME UR KIDDING.
hahah, okay. i wasn't kidding. charity lahh.. pay abit more nvm right.. anyway, every1 was desperate for drinks since it was so hot, so business was good. superb i should say. and joY-senior!! u owe me a drink. u said u'll buy frm me once u buy the tickets. but i didn't see u around. hmph. oh thnks yeu shinq, for buying ONE can of drink. haha.
right. then i saw casstan. then wengj started going lik: if u buy $2 worth of drink, i'll give u 2 picts and so on.. hahah. thnks wengj!!
right. then ugenie had this grp of desperados going after her and her no. hahha. so funny can. tralala. she was so pissed. they were lik practically EVERYWHERE??! SJI desperados. beware. (:
then me and ugenie went to watch the cheerleaders, but we could only see the hair. cuz we were too SHORT. fine.
hahah. then was the run. okay me and ugenie walked together. cuz we like lost the rest of the faithians in the crowd.
then there was this indian guy walking behind us all the time. he was so boring lahh. he was talking abt wad will happen when he dies, abt some condom stuff, then archaelogy etc. we were so bored lahh.. hahah.
then when we finished the walk, mrs seet told us there was no attendance taking. then we were all : WHAT??! THEN WE WALK FOR WAD?!!
hahah, typical. of faithians.
then ugenie had to leave early. then i was alone. but then i saw audrey from one grace and i talked to her. so wasn't that boring lahh..
okay. milkrun was cool. minus the walk, and the desperados.
quality time wif ugenie!! haha. but i kinda missed casschee.... but then it was still real fun cuz ugenie was there. we wore GREEN caps to match our GREEN shirt. so royal to our house, trallala. (:
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12:45 PM
lalala. just came back from the s'pore conference hall. (: JUBILATE II! was a sucess. i think. haha. anyway. just went there to arrange the damn chairs. and mr wong was stage manager!! so we had the WORST day of our life. aiyah. then luckily we arranged the chairs properly. last minute amanda had to run thru the crowds to deliver a chair. stupid lah. there was this dancer who i think lost her specs or sumthin and made me go look for it. wahlao. i need to arrange chairs one lah. got time limit lehh. haiya. in the end, amanda was the one who did all the job. thank you amanda! anyway, i last minute came out wif a chair, then casstan said enough already. wahlao. then amanda had to rush thru to put that chair. anyway.. JUBILATE II was really cool and string rawked the most of all! ((: oh and ur welcome JOY- senior, at least u bothered to thank us! (:
OH AND I ALMOST FORGOT.. THANK YOU BAND SECONES FOR THE HELP! and dont bother abt mr wong. he's just doublestandard.
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1:45 PM