St. Nicholas
PPR was bad ): missed alot of As. i hate the number 69 /:
i'm gonna be really busy these days i guess. grrrah, i'll think about my subject combo some other time.
& i'll really miss TWOTRUTH alot alot <3
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12:35 PM
oh man, i'm updating on a daily basis.
sigh, meet the parents on thursday. i want to go! but there is no one-to-one. i want ms lee to convince my parents that triple and EC isn't everything /:
besides, i want my parents to demand that the school make it a point to offer PURE HISTORY. & let me out of MEP! -whacks my fist against an invisible door.
hahah anyway sectionals on monday were like so useless. very little people turned up, and we didn't do anything either. hahah, wenman was just banging the table -.- & she kept picking on me! fine luh, i know i suck. don't rub it in /:
today was alright... i had many most satisfying meals (: hahha. breakfast, lunch, dinner, KFC, supper :D i don't know where all my food goes ): i don't grow fatter / taller. & i don't shit that often or much either! foooooooood, where'd you go? i miss you so.
right, that was damn lame. ohkay, i need to master the art of shutting up.
silence.
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10:30 PM
i didn't get any EC. its like... i don't qualify for anything ): i was quite sore about it. but ah well, i'm happy for maryanne (: shes most probably accepting it. since she wants BIO & CHEM anyway.
sigh, so i had a hard time breaking the news to my mum. she didn't take it too well at first. scolded me for slacking too much from term 1-3.
i don't know, i was kinda busy back in term 1 & 2. i was still taking german & i was trying really hard to cope. & although i quit german by term3, i was worrying about passing my grade8 piano.
wait, EXCUSES. those are just EXCUSES Jessica.
YES, I REGRET NOT WORKING HARD ENOUGH FROM TERM 1-3. ):
my mum was really sad and angry for like 10 minutes. then after that she started being really nice. she said something like "i'll appeal for you. don't worry about MEP. mummy will get you out of there. as for now, just make a sensible choice that you won't regret. choose useful subjects, don't stress yourself. health is more important."
i was gawking at her okay, it just so isn't her! i don't know. she still wants to help me appeal for triple science. but i'm quite sure i don't want it. i was never a science-y person. taking triple science might just be my downfall.
great, i really don't know what i want now. according to jo hsi, if you're in MEP, it doesn't matter whether you take double or triple... all mep girls have NINE subjects. frrrrreak it.
ohkay, humanities is like my biggest problem. i have already decided on PHYSICS & CHEM for science.
hurrrrrrrr, why doesn't our school offer PURE HISTORY? whyyyyyyy. /:
i'm not gonna take elit, is so useless. but i don't think i'll do well for PURE GEOG? sigh... i want pure history!! like really really really really badly.
i'm really sad. and i feel like kicking myself for not working hard enough from term 1-3 ):
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6:08 PM
oh man, haha, i've been tagged by weiting (:
& HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEITING! :D
haha oh well, here goes:
#1- single, taken or crushing?
single. seriously, i'm in a girls school
#2-are you happy with your life?
yeah, i guess. sort of (:
#3-when you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him/her fast?
who cares. he'd better have enough money to supply me with sufficient food. :D
#4- have you ever had your heart broken?
no, except for that time i felt so sorry for my monkey. the poor thing got thrown around /:
#5 - do you believe that there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
what's cheating love? is it like.. fake chocolates or something?
6- would you ever take someone back if he/she cheated on you?
see first.
#7 - haf you ever talked about marriage with another person b4?
yeah, my mum. she told me she didn't need a wedding dinner -.- i told her i wanted one (:
#8 - do you wan children?
duh.
#9 - how many?
two?
#10 - would you consider adoption?
oh, i'll see the circumstances. then consider the pros & cons.
#11 - if somebody likes you rite now, wad do you think is the best way of letting you noe his/her feelings?
oh, while you're at it, you might as well buy some food for me (: i have this sudden craving for KFC.
#12 - do you enjoy getting in a relationship?
if there is food, ohkay (:
#13 - be honest. wad is the furthest you and your ex did b4?
hey! what are you trying to imply huh? i'm a virgin :D
# 14 - do you believe in first love?
what is that?
#15 - you believe that you can change sumone?
i don't know. am i an influential person?
#16 - are you romantic?
if you consider food, food & more food romantic. ohkay, then yes.
#17 - if you vould get married, where would it be?
i don't know. lets see which hotels still exist when i'm gonna get married. and of course, food comes first (:
#18 - do you easily give up in fighting?
fighting? i'm not a very physical person. i have alot of snide comments though.
#19 - haf you ever wished you could haf sumone but messed it up?
no.
#20 - do you haf feelings fer sumone rite now?
no, duh.
#21 - haf you ever broken a heart?
no.
#22 - if one dae, your best fren falls in love with a guy/gurl you are deeply in love with, wad would you do?
hey, hello. its my bestfriend you're talking about. i wouldn't care duh. (:
#23 - are you missing sumone rite now?
yes, MARYANNE (: hahha, i wonder if shes still really sad about her wallet. cheer up okay? <3
NOW ASK 5 OF YOUR FRIENDS TO DO THIS QUIZ ON THEIR BLOG!
- uhh okay.
1) Mary-Anne
2) Yue Xiu
3) Tiffany
4) Cassandra Tan
5) Michelle Tang
haha, i doubt maryanne is willing to do it, so who cares. and cassandra might give it a miss too. oh well, but the other 3 are bound to do it! (:
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8:32 PM
i woke up like damn early today. then followed my mum in the car & we fetched daddy to work. haha, then i had a good chat with my mum while eating scones & hot cross buns, also drinking tea & coffee. we were at vivocity, and maryanne just woke up at like 9+? we were suppose to meet at 10 am, right maryanne?
hahha, anyway. then maryanne arrived. & i just refused to take cash from my mum. although i was already quite broke already. somehow, i feel quite guilty about going out too often. ohkay, so maybe i DON'T go out that often. but its very often for me. i guess i'm just not used to such an extravagant lifestyle.
then we went for long john silvers. which was really really far away. vivocity was HUGE HUGE HUGE man. hahah had a good laugh at long john silvers. (:
then we went to buy movie tickets for DEATHNOTE at 1.20 pm. then we saw ugenie and her friends while we were walking out. i saw like quite an impressive number of stnicks girls there.
yupp, then we window-shopped. i saw yellow caps! but they were so boy-ish /: i was suppose to get a present. but i was too bankrupt, sigh.
& when maryanne wanted to buy this book, she realised her wallet cannot be found. she must have dropped it in the toilet.
cheer up maryanne! who knows, they might find your wallet and will be calling you up soon (:
sigh, then after that since the movie tickets were with maryanne, so we didn't go for the movie. maryanne was really sad, so she went home first. we met TIFFANY & WENMAN, so i joined them.
tiffany was wearing this really low-cut blouse and outrageously short skirt. my jaw dropped okay. then we window-shopped again.
i left at about 4+ to meet my mum at city hall mrt. yupp, went to national library after that.
cheer up okay maryanne? its okay about today, nevermind the movie. i really hope they find your wallet. but don't worry, if they don't, i'll buy you a new wallet kay? even if it means depriving myself of "5 meals a day". all will be well in the end. <3
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8:37 PM
math remedial today was really boring. me & yuexiu were like doodling lyrics of random songs on the mahjong paper. haha, BACK AT ONE! (:
tea appreciation was really rubbish. but the movie was rather nice. quite touching, but no one cried (: haha, we laughed at the wrong parts of the movie apparently.
then the teacher had to keep us back. she's like some control freak.
anyway, i'm like waiting for yuexiu to come online after her cca. i'm really bored.
oh yes, DEATHNOTE at VIVOCITY with MARYANNE & EMILY tomorrow :D
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5:05 PM
everyone is like blogging about their results. but i shan't. plainly because i'm disappointed & ashamed of them. so there.
oh well. today was quite alright. i wonder why there are only 3 nominees for each post (head prefect & monitor) last year, we had like dozens. in the end i was like "who is who?" but anyway, Jenna's ipod is sort of cute (: i mean, hey everyone, you're all looking at a free bookmark. :D
then it was talentime. we all didn't have a clue as to what we were suppose to do. then we just sat there and stoned at our lyrics sheet. well, sort of. anyway, i think the girl who rapped was kinda brave. haha (:
but faith was really good! i mean i didnt know 3faith had so mannnny musicians! and Jana's electric violin is so... good-looking? hahha, lets just say it looks good.
then it was sexuality talk. i swear watching audrey fall asleep & being on the verge of drooling is much more interesting than the talk itself. hahhaha, audrey and i were like belting out HI-5 songs :D
then i skipped mrs seah's math lesson. shoot, she still wants an excuse letter from me?! whats her problem. i'd family commitments. freak.
& factorisation is like sudoku, it keeps your mind working. :D
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7:26 PM
argh, marks for geog and history and mep were horrible. and science! i wanted to cry :/
but ah well, i guess there is nothing i can do about it now...
anyway, i want photoshop! i wanna create a new skin /: im like itching to change my skin.
sigh, i'm afraid of tomorrow.
like who isn't?!
this post is so damn random.
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1:40 PM
ah well. today was madness (:
hahah woke up at like 8.45, then my mum fetched me to yiochukang mrt and gave me some cash for the outing. i felt so bad, its like i've been spending alot this past few days :/ but hey, at least i don't splurge on fashion! i bought food, food, and more food :D
thank you mummy (:
anyway, then me and cindy met seowshan, and waited for xunlin at woodlands mrt. yupp, then we went to jurong entertainment centre. the skating ring was rather crowded. it was so embarassing, i kept falling and falling. hahha, at least i made sure seowshan fell at least once too? and cindy pulled xunlin down too! :D
anyway, ice skating is so not my thing. i was like looking forward to the minute we're going to step out of there :D
then we watched ROB B HOOD or something like that. hahha, it was damn funny. and the baby is really cute! ;D i wanna watch john tucker must die one day. but i'd better watch my finance!
then we sort of just walked around aimlessly. then i came home while xunlin cindy and seowshan went to causeway point. hahah, i took public transport!! (:
i'm sorry maryanne! i'll go swimming with you some other day kay? haha, and the ang mo kio library as well (: & really, i don't think there is a need for you to buy me a present. :D
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6:22 PM
maybe its the aftereffects of the talk just now. but i suddenly feel that my mum is really great and all. hahha yeah and my dad of course (:
its scary how my opinion of them can change so fast. haha and i was sulking to them on sunday!
anyway, i came home and my mum was like "so whats your plans for tomorrow?" i told her that i was meeting my friends at yiochukang mrt, and she offered to fetch me. i don't know, its like all these little things that she did for me for the past years had no effect on me... until now.
oh well, reflection day was quite alright i guess. but while everyone were happily tearing up their confessions on the paper, i was worrying about who is going to sweep the floor! hahah, what the hell is wrong with me -.-
thank you audrey, for all the books! (: hahha, & you finally decided that i'm old enough for the GUCCI GIRLS book, huh? hahah, you should rate your books by their degree of sickness! like GUCCI GIRLS is NC16 or something :D
i spent like $3 on food today. and school hours weren't even that long! haha, i really need to go swim / play badminton one of these days. i need to cut down on all the fats that i've gained during the exam period. haha, my mouth was endlessly chewing whenever i studied. :D
yuexiu, i know you like the pencilcase! haha, must make use of it ohkay! & i still don't know what to get for my friend! oh man, i wonder why you ain't online right now :/ i'm a little bored here! and seriously, whats with the obsession over uhhum. you dont really have to mention uhhum every single post! ;D
& i <3 you maryanne! haha, was looking for you in the drama studio when everyone was randomly hugging everyone. but couldn't find you :/ ah well. i'll pass you the book on thursday, sorry i'd to leave straight away. (:
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6:11 PM
YESSSSS IT'S ALL OVER.
hahah but mep was so screwed. i was like "wth, we have only one minute to write?!" but then theres nothing i can do now but wait for the darn results huh? sigh.
its reflection day tomorrow. did i mention that im not a good stone-er? seriously, i can't keep my mouth shut for long. i just have to talk, haha (:
well, went to J8 after mep exam today :D hahah oh my gosh yuck lah maryanne! there really wasn't a need to snort and just spray me with abit of those digested chicken in your mouth. hahha i just realised maryanne likes KFC too! hahah and i thought i was wierd. course KFC is the most fattening fastfood outlet, not that i really care though. hahha, then we went for jollibean's cheese pancake. maryanne ate like 2?
yupp, i bought you your pencilcase yuexiu! it might look simple but its quite expensive ohkay! and besides, i actually bother to shop for your present. hahah (:
i have this sudden urge to read books and more books. hahah it must be the result of sitting next to audrey for like half a year :D
hahhaha i really have nothing to do now. it sort of feels wierd (: i shall just go source for songs i guess :D
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7:06 PM
my mum makes it sound so easy. but it's not, really.
me & music is like water and fire, mummy. its either me or music. just like its either water or fire. don't force me anymore, please. i really can't do it. sometimes, i really practice/study till i want to cry. i don't understand how others can take one hour while i need to take four hours and is still unable to do it as well as them.
but i guess i'm just stuck in this whole mep thing huh mummy? its either try till i die, or just die. and now you've even come to the conclusion that there is nothing left for you to do but just nag nag and nag.
so what now, mummy?
sigh, i swear that was NOT the aftereffects of studying one weekend more than everyone else.
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9:17 PM