St. Nicholas
cca yesterday. (: mr chan wasn't here (:
kinda made cca better for me. wasn so afraid..
sat in the front desk wif audrey (:
then the student conductor was ferrika. she was too polite. all the please and the thank yous. (: hahah.
freak. audrey says i still hav to sit wif her at the front. OH NO. ): lik.. help help. hahah. gonna practise later. gotta earn myself a back seat (:
sighs. okay. then talked alot to casstan over msn. abt an hr? yeah. abt someone and me. sighs. i really tried. i talked to her, i joked wif her, i apologised to her, budden she said nothing in return. i dunno why she likes to spite me.
however, i still think she did one thing wrong. she is just so desperate to spite me that she never jiang3 yi4 qi4 and left her gd frenz wif no one to work for for projects. thus, i took the initiative to stay wif that poor soul and hurt a good many frenz of mine. i felt sooooooo bad. sorrry suxian, wengj and christabel! i know ur wont see this anyway. sighs. so lik. she din even feel bad after that. then during projectwork she'll laff racously wif her grp members, lik.. wanting to spite me or smth? often i'll give that hurt look followed by a glare. if u will just stop it, everything will be better. we wont be good frenz lik wad we were b4, but ... im sure things wont be so bad and the tension between us will decrease!
it takes 2 hands to clap - casstan
please co-operate? i dont wan things to continue this way. if u really care, write me a warm fuzzy telling me ur side of the story, and we'll see wad we can do, yeah?
okays. thats abt it.
i'll wait for ur reply. (:
you know who you are.
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