St. Nicholas
my piano exam is like over.
WHAT A RELIEF.
so if u happen to ask:
how was ur piano exam??
ONE WORD: SCREWED.
hahah, i sound like maryanne.
but anyway, my 3 pieces were okay although not exactly good. didn't ritard enough at the 3rd peice. ): but nvm, sight reading? okay, well, C MAJOR. aural? okay, rather dumb. I SANG ALRIGHT. that was the only part i was like afraid of. (: BUT MY SINGING WAS OKAY. ((: rest were okay.
SCALES. SCALES. SCALES.i practised them all okay. i knew them all by heart.. BUT THAT WAS AT HOME. when i entered the exam room, my mind was a complete BLANK. i hate myself for that okay. one whole week of intense drilling in scales when down the drain.my staccato-ed scales let me down. my chromatics, needless to say was a big disaster, i couldn't play it staccato-ed.
NO USE CRYING OVER SPILT MILK.
but i'll be so embarassed if i fail, my whole class is sure to get at least merit or smth. AFTER ALL, THIS IS FAITH, THE TALENTED AND MUSICAL CLASS.
sometimes, i feel that im in the wrong class. but.. the ppl here are so nice!! so fun. (: i dont wanna get posted to any other class.
anyway, i had a haircut. i think it looks terrible. okay, maybe not. but then again, when i walked outta the haircutters (what do u call it, HAIRDRESSERS') there were these 2 guys sitting on the floor, smoking. then they kept looking at me as i waited for my mother. i wanted to be swallowed into the ground okay! but nvm, who cares. my hair will grow back. (:
I FEEL GUILTY FOR SITTING INFRONTA THE COMPUTER, FOR WATCHING TV, FOR SLEEPING, FOR EATING, FOR DRINKING, FOR EATING!
IM SUCH A LETDOWN. ):
one whole yr of piano fees went down the drain. ):
to my parents: IM SO SORRY.
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WANTED: suggestions for punishing a lazy jessica.
Swinged it at;
6:38 AM
