St. Nicholas
my mum makes it sound so easy. but it's not, really.
me & music is like water and fire, mummy. its either me or music. just like its either water or fire. don't force me anymore, please. i really can't do it. sometimes, i really practice/study till i want to cry. i don't understand how others can take one hour while i need to take four hours and is still unable to do it as well as them.
but i guess i'm just stuck in this whole mep thing huh mummy? its either try till i die, or just die. and now you've even come to the conclusion that there is nothing left for you to do but just nag nag and nag.
so what now, mummy?
sigh, i swear that was NOT the aftereffects of studying one weekend more than everyone else.
Swinged it at;
9:17 PM