Back from Claudice's father's party of some sort.

Hahaha, practice was stressful. St Paul's and Groovy Strings were so messed and screwed. Rah, I can't perform solo! No wonder auditions were hell. Intersection between violin ones and twos for Groovy was just messed up by me.
Anyway, Grace didn't have her Palladio score, which we badly needed. & we called up all the violin ones, but none could help eeeek. And in the end, Claudice thought of the grey badges and yeu shinq faxed it over. Hahaha, she was quite freaked out by Grace [& maybe us too] cause she sounded like shes gonna hug and kiss yeushinq over the phone. -.-

Food was gooooooood, and I ate hell loads of seaweed today, hip hip hurray! Hahaha, Miss Seow says seaweed contains iodine which aids in our growing. I need to grow taller, so I'm definitely going to eat truckloads! [:

And Claudice's house is BIG. Like really really BIG.
Goodness luh, even her music room is bigger than my bedroom [My bedroom is roughly half the size of her music room]. Her dining room, is as large as my living room + dining area + corridor. Seriously, it's that big. And she has three pianos, while my piano is still in my old house. Rah my god, I'm so jealous now. I don't even have physics and chinese tuition which I so badly want and need.

I'm tired, I want to sleep. But I'd better study for tingxie and SS test and Emath test. Grah.

Swinged it at; 11:37 PM


School starts again tomorrow. & somehow, for some wierd reason, I'm looking forward to it. Especially recess practices. Uh, whats wrong with me?

Anyway, did I mention Mary-Anne is annoying. I was talking to her on msn, then she went "I gtg. Talk to you tomorrow. Bye!" So I said "Bye"
Five seconds later, she starts a new topic. -.- and then five minutes later, she goes "I gtg, talk about it again tomorrow bye!" Uhhh,what the hell. In the middle of a topic which she started?

Okay nevermind, anyway, I met a distant cousin of mine [whom I've never met before] who resembles Mary-Anne alot alot. She looks scarily like her! Yeah, its like watching a M18 horror show. Eeeeeek, even the way she smacks. And yes, her smacks are as deadly as Mary-Anne's.
Me: Eeeeeeeee, I don't like mushrooms!
Cousin: -smack. How can you not like mushroom?!
Me: Kor, can you help me eat?
Cousin: -smack. You think your brother is a dustbin is it?!
UHHHH, I knew her for only five minutes and she behaves like that. I wonder what will happen if I knew her earlier! Oh the horror.

I'm tired. & we still have to do that stupid PW thing! Grah.

Swinged it at; 10:18 PM


I know its the lunar new year. & I'm suppose to be happy and all. But I'm just not.

Sometimes, hard work just doesn't pay off. Its not fair how I slug and mug and practice and whatever, but still can't make it through. And others? They don't put in as much effort [Or at least I don't think they do. I don't know.] but they breeze through. Sigh, I'm not too disheartened and I'm still going to work hard do my best and whatever. But it gets frustrating at times. Sometimes when I talk about this to others, they go "No lah, you can what. Practice harder lor." They make it sound so easy, so effortless. But its not! I don't know, but I still have a long way to go. Anyway, thank you all yellow badges for being so encouraging and supportive heh! [:

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& then its the lunar new year. Everything is suppose to be happy and whatever. But no, it ain't. I'm sure its not very pleasant for your relatives to constantly remind you that your sister is a class monitor and your brother is some smartypants. [& I swear he doesn't study.] And then they go "So, you're in St. Nicholas right? What post dyou hold?" As if mocking the fact that I'm not a rafflesian [Hey cmon, stnicks can be better than raffles. Its just whether we want to or not.] & fine, so what if I'm not a monitor? So what if I don't hold any post in school? Its really silly how all the older generation think, and they call it the conventional way. Whatever.

Yes and thanks to that, they decided to miss giving me angbaos. Okay fine, maybe they really did forget me. But its so hurting. C'mon, I'm standing right infront of you. And you give my siblings? Thanks alot man, for ensuring that I've got low self-esteem.

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The blogskin is too centred on certain people only. Individual faces? Come on, what happen the idea of a bonded orchestra? Fine, so they are pretty. But hey, this is string! Not some beauty pageant. Not saying that I want my face there but seriously, its stupid.

I hope tomorrow will be a better day.

Swinged it at; 11:14 PM




Swinged it at; 9:53 PM


I know I haven't been updating. But I can't really be bothered to turn on the computer. Everytime I turn it on, it takes like 5 to 10 minutes to boot up and stuff. And then, I use it for 30 minutes. Not worth the waiting! (:

Anyway, I failed my geography test and did badly for A Maths. And guess what, these had to be the 2 subjects which only have one test for this term. Which also means, my PPR is screwed for this term. ): I don't know how to answer to my mum and to... myself.

& I'm sorry Mary-Anne! I didn't know you minded so much. [:

This blog is dead. I'm thinking of deleting. Yes no? [Hahaha, Goon Tick Tock!]

Swinged it at; 7:33 PM