St. Nicholas
I'm curious.
I'm afraid.
I'm worried.
I'm disappointed.
I'm scared.
I'm sad.
I'm dejected.
I'm a thousand emotions but happy. Something that Amanda and I sang today really made me think. "Feelings go up, Feelings go down. There's lotsa feelings going round and round and round." I'm going to get through this negative period and my feelings would go uppppp. Resilience! (Yeah Miss Rockey used this word to describe binomial theorem, how totally fitting!)
Damn damn
GCE O LEVEL CHINESE RESULTS OUT TOMORROW. I wonder how the red badges are feeling. It's just one subject for me yet I'm feeling so jittery already. I'll probably hyperventilate at the end of this year when we get our results back hahaha.
Did I mention that I have yet to tell my mum about my two failed math tests and failed chem test? Oh boy, I'm going to be in such deep deep shit ): What's worse is, it's not because I didn't study ): Argh everything's just going wrong ):
Sigh now I've got butterflies in my stomach in addition to my crampsss. Tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow ):
Life cuts me but the pain is all I want to feel,
Swinged it at;
7:44 PM